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/8:28 PM

i havent blogged in a long while. so much has happened. i've had a really busy time.

common test results were horrendous. i'm only proud of my chinese which i topped the class!! like 81 marks!! nobody believed. but its alright. its just to shocking. ahahah. but i did quite badly overall and i'm rather disappointed. but its my fault and i've got no one to blame.

4 nations. i let nad do ball picking so i helped nurah with the india team. but then she abandoned me halfway and i had to face the !$&@(@% doctor and all. but deepika, the reserve goalie was nice =) 4 days spent at delta sitting for 5 hours straight, eating ice cream all day long, going back and forth delta and riverview hotel. but the games were really exciting. india is like so pro in dribbling!! like WHOO HOO. haha. korea was really strong for sucha young team. malaysia's a really nice and friendly team. it was fun at delta. but then as a result i had to burn midnight oil to complete the champion seminar stuff. and getting bullied all day long by weizhen and farha isnt fun. HAHA

champion seminar. i dont know if it was a success whatsoever. i just know we worked really hard for it and we tried to make it as fun as possible. i slept the day before at 4am trying to finish the powerpoint so i was practically a zombie the next day. i was pissed with certain people in the morning. and teacher's are so unreliable. they broke their promise. they make us do double the work. all our efforts on saturday were wasted. morning preparation was sucha rush. we were so scared la. thanks nicole and lynette for helping us =) i was really nervous when the whole thing started and i still remember standing at the rostrum singing the school song and nordin made this funny face i was trying to supress my laughter. kunalan spoke much longer than expected so we rushed through the games. and we were actually 30 mins ahead of schedule in the end. it was a really scary experience.

aces day today. i admit we didnt really put in much effort to choreograph the workout but oh wells. it was really embarressing standing up there and i didnt know what to say! haha. luckily we were smart enough to stick the list of movements somewhere we can see. bad experience and the whole school just laughed. teacher's day concert was average but we were laughing like crazy at some stuff. haha. and i was trying to make milu laugh. it was damn funny la.

sigh i know its not confirmed yet. but i really dont want yap to leave hockey.she was the best teacher in charge anyone could ask for.

i know i've been a bad captain. sometimes i'm really at a lost. i dont know how else can i get the sec 3s down for training, for them to have the passion and committment once again for the team. for some they dont care if they get into the b div next year or not. but i do. its sucha waste if they dont make good use of their talents. i dont see why you'll are scared for going for training. i know you're afraid of getting scolded, but is avoiding the way to go? why not put in effort into training and do well. isnt it better than having to constantly worry? i'm not saying i want you'll to come down just because i want you to be in the team next year and because we need you to play. i cant force any of you. i just want the best for the team and for you guys also. dont you want to be able to have acheivements to be proud of? well if you cant be bothered with anything, i think life is meaningless for you. its not as if you'll put your heart and soul into studying to have achievements academically, i just ask for a little bit of time and effort. but i shouldnt expect anything. i've tried so hard and i've been disappointed time after time. i dont know what else i can do.

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